Hey guys, I'm back from in-camp for now.... Well, just for today actually. There's lots of funny stories and stuffs which I wish to tell you guys, but hey, I am too sleepy to do so right now.

Tomorrow, I will have to report 7.30am again. And there could be a fucking activation and since all of us are already back in camp.....they will eventually ask us to do a full-equip during the activation. Meaning, we will have to get ready our equipments and get ourselves ready for war.

Of course we are only practicing....but since I have a Exercise on Monday, I guess I won't be booking out again.

After the exercise, I will be going for another Exercise again....but by then it will be much more relax because it's just wargaming.

Okie, I should going to sleep. I have to report early in the morning!

In a few hours I will have to report back to camp....and I am still not sleeping yet. Can't get to sleep...maybe I drank too much coffee in the day. Milo, my little rascal just lie down to sleep, think I will to after I finish this.

Ya...just a few hours ago, Arsenal finally had their unbeaten run ended. Guess what, it's ended by Man U. Although I don't very much like the idea of Man U to win but hey, at least Arsenal unbeaten run ended and that's all it matters.

This afternoon, I was suppose to go for a dog show with Nana but she was down with fever. Sigh.....and tomorrow she is leaving for Japan. I guess I have to wait for 1-1/2 years later to be able to see her again. Luckily technology is very good these days, I am still able to see her on MSN and the time difference between Japan and Singapore is only one hour. Take care, nana.

I was scolded by gugu just now for being begin such a rubber and I can't blame her or say saything because I think this time I am really a bit bad.

"Tomorrow I am going in camp training already"

"Huh?!! For how long?"

"Till 10 Nov."

"Huh?!! So long? I go online now. You wait for me. We'll talk online."

"Gugu, but I am going to take my lunch now. I will be back in half an hour and I will inform you, then, you go online. Okie?"

"Okie."

And guess what.....I wasn't online until 8 plus in the night. And she waited from 3 plus till then.

"Your 1/2 hour super RUBEEEEEEEEEEEEEEER lor. I am going to sleep le. I didn't nap this afternoon!!"

"Sorry lah gugu. Is it me, that's why you didn't nap?"

"TMD!! I going to sleep le."

"Sorry...gugu"

"I want to slap you lor!"

"Slap ba....I wun dodge le."

If I were her, I think I will be angry too. Luckily she wasn't angry for long. Hahaha.

I am going to sleep le....papa is nagging at me le.

I just added a counter to my blog. Setting the value to start at 3144. The last value of my invisible counter. Let's just see how accurate is the invisble counter that I added in the blog quite some times back.

Had dinner with Ng, Aw, Lum, S (Lum's gf) and of course the birthday boy, Tan, on Tuesday. We had fun, talking cock, fighting for the food, we are just like a bunch of kids. I can sense that S was a bit shy. But hey, it's only her second outing with us, maybe soon she will be even crazier that us.

We went for a few games of pool after dinner. If you people did realise, I've been playing lots of pool these few weeks. I am determine to master it! So far so good, learned a few tricks but still not that good yet.

Wednesday was a boring day for me; I went straight home after work. Lazed around, watching TV, flipping the channels, watching Milo doing her turbo run in the living hall. Huhuhu....Pathetic right? Not exactly....actually, I was suppose to meet Mayer after work but I finished really late so I had to put her airplane again.

Seem like I have put airplane to a lot of my friends recently. Sorry.......my friends!

Kinda busy with work recently and sometimes I just wanna be at home spending times with my dog, reading book and having Kilkenny. Get what I mean? Just wanna be alone, don't feel like going out, that's all, there's no particular reason as to why.

But, I am looking forward to this weekend though. Will be meeting Nana, treating her to a meal as she's leaving Singapore and will be away for 1-1/2 years. She's going over to Japan, her company sending her there to work.

Envious of her right? Well I am lor.....Japan leh....one of the countries I've been wanting to visit. Hmm....maybe I should plan for a trip there next year.

Damn.....my deferment for ICT was rejected yet again. It's my 1st appeal, meaning, it's my second letter to unit le.

The reply was written in a very nice way though.....

"He (Me lah) is the Dy S1, which is a critical appointment in the battalion. As an officer holding a critical appointment, his presence is essential to the effectiveness and operational readiness of his S1 branch and the battalion as a whole. We thus hope you (my boss lah) will be able to understand the importance of his presence for this October high-key ICT and make necessary arrangement to allow him to fulfill his National Service commitments."

Written in a very nice way right? As if I am a important role and my presence is very much needed right?

Ha...Here is the truth.....look below, the tele-conversation between me and my S1 (my superior).

"NB!! My deferment got rejected lah." Ya....this is me complaining.

"Ryan, you know why kena reject or not??" Hmm....he seem to know something.

"Why? You know the real reason meh?" Let's see what he know.

"I went for the advance party meeting mah. Maj Ming was there too. He's your previous S3 right?"

"Ya. Why?"

"He saw your deferment mah. Then he told Maj Lim to reject it. This is what he said, 'Toh want to defer? No no no, cannot. Must make him come back. Cannot let him slack.' Hahaha, that's why kena rejected lor."

"NB~~~~!!!!!!! Wah liao.....win le lor....LPPL....see you back in camp on the 25th, man."

See....see.....the reply might just as well be written as "Deferment is not approve because Maj Ming decided not to let you slack. Haha!"

One more week to ICT and I haven't pack anything yet. This is shit man. I guess I will have to start packing tonight.

I woke up this morning with my leg still in pain. I had a serious leg cramp toward the end of my soccer match on Sunday. To think I had my leg cramp just when a girl happened to walk past. So xia suay!

"Argh!!! NB!!! Leg cramp.....!"

Ya, that's me shouting in pain...and see what kind of friends I have.

"Hahaha....dun act lah. Pretty girl walk past, kay siao leg cramp. Want to attract attention right?"

"Ya lor...si beh kay siao leh."

"NB!! Really cramp lah!! Quick help me stretch, very pain!!"

Only when they realised that it's real, then they rushed forward to help me. Before that, their eyes are all transfix on the gal walking past us. TMD!!

I practically rotted at home after limping back and I spent the whole Sunday afternoon watching DVD. Took a nap in the evening because I was just too tired. But Milo was damn irritating lor. Keep jumping up and down my bed.

Don't you know kor kor wanna sleep?? Huh Milo!!

So what did I do?

I grabbed and hug like a bolster and kinda force her to sleep. Because she can't move around anymore, she got no choice but to sleep with me. Hahaha...that will teach her not to jump up and down my bed when I am sleeping.

Think I sleep too much in the evening, I was still practically very much awake till 4am. Luckily, Nana gave me a morning call, if not, I would be very very late for work. It's always good to have a sweet voice to wake you up in the morning. And I must say everything went very smoothly for me today.

I had to give extra tuition on Saturday morning because the little girl's examinations are near. I actually I thought I can sleep in the whole saturday morning.

I was late for the tuition because I just refuse to get up. I opened my eyes at 10am, mind you guys, the tuition was suppose to be at 10am. I got a shock of my life, I keep thinking it was only 9am, so I did my best to take a quick shower and speed down to the little gal's house in a cab.

There goes my beautiful Saturday morning. Spend the whole Saturday afternoon at home watching TV and sleeping. Yeah, I am a loser. I actually spend a Saturday afternoon rotting at home.

Luckily, I went meet Lum and his cousin, Mayer, for dinner in the evening. If not, I would be still rotting at home. We went back to Lum and Mayer's office after dinner to pick some stuff and went our separate ways.

Mayer went to Devils to meet her friends while Lum and me went back Tampines for pool. While we are waiting for train at Raffles, I told Lum to make himself free on Tuesday because we are having dinner with Tan for his birthday and Tan just suddenly appear right in front of us. He was also just somewhere nearby with Kelly, his girlfriend, and are making their way back home.

Luckily, we ain't talking bad about him...hahaha....this also tell us that, don't ever talk bad about someone behind his back.

Hmm.....but I think there's something wrong with this saying....if we don't talk bad about someone behind his back....are we suppose to do it in front of that person??

Work Work Work.....when is the last time I really had a break? I wanna go for a holiday!! NOW!! But I can't. Sigh.....

I went for a jog after work last night, to de-stress myself aka "Su jie ya li". Well, actually the game plan wasn't like that at all. In fact, Lum asked me out for a game of pool and I agreed, thinking to myself that after pool, I will get home followed by DVDs & Kilkenny. It will be a perfect night, right?

But alas....I had to work till quite late, so I told Lum I can't make it for pool. After work, I was feeling a bit stress-up, so I decided to go jogging with Ban. And am I glad I did. Jogging is a good way to de-stress, just shut off your mind, run and run, after that, shaq out and sleep. At the same time, able to trim up the body as well. Good form of de-stressing and exercise, right?

So where do I normally go for my jog?

Well, if I am jogging alone, I will jogging along the streets. Yes yes, at the same time looking at girls especially OLs.

If I am jogging with KH, it will have to be tampines stadium, Home of the Tampines Rovers.

Finally, if I am jogging with Ban, it will definately be Temasek Poly, or more well known as TP.

Ya ya ya, I only got two jogging kakis. Nobody like me, Happy?

No lah, actually not many of my friends live that close to me. Only this two, KH and Ban, who are into jogging and at the same time live just a stone throw away from me.

After jogging last night, I was too tired for my DVDs session. I guess that I can only do that tonight after giving tuition.

I went grocery shopping last night after giving tuition and when Nana came to know about this, she was like, "Grocery? Men don't do grocery shopping." Ya, finally the secret is out. I AM A GIRL.... What's wrong with a man doing grocery shopping? I even do my cooking at times leh. But it's very boring to eat alone so I rather eat out with my friends.

Anyway, I bought two DVDs last night too. Both are Korean ghost story, so meaning tonight will be movie night with my Kilkenny. One of the rigs will be leaving this Friday, so meaning I am kinda busy these few days. With all the orders coming in, I do hope that I have a fat bonus this year.

Only a week away from my ICT, and fucking G1 still pending on my deferment. Yes, I have applied for a deferment for this Oct ICT not because I wanna chao geng or escape. It is because the company will be very busy and we are already short handed, therefore we need every manpower that we have on hand.

If I am not too tired after work today, I will bring Milo out for a walk. It's been long since I took her for a walk. Well, at the same time, let's see if there's any eye candy. Hahaha. After that, will be Korean horror movie time.

I just got back from my sunday soccer and the inline hockey girls changed in front of us again. Seriously, I think I invested in the wrong sport. Inline Hockey, here I come!!! Hahaha.

Anyway while I was in town last night, I saw in close up, Shin and Machi. They are here for the TIger Birthday Bash concert at Padang last night.

When Ban and I were walking past Westin, few fat gals were running towards us because Machi and Shin was just right beside us.

"CB!!" Hey, Ryan. That "bui bo" just push me away. KNN."

"Hahaha. No wonder, Machi and Shin tried to run away. They must be thinking, wah this type of pattern also my fan ah?"

I'm too tired to continue writing, having kicking and chasing a ball under the hot sun for hours, I think it's time for me to take a nap or maybe I should just play a movie and just chill out and relax.

Well, it's Thursday, which mean it's tuition day. Tuition was surprisingly good on Monday, hmm....maybe it's really the sweets. What a great weapon against small kids!! HAHAHA. I will be buying sweets for her again and let's just hope it will be good, if not, better.

Anyway on Monday night, I was reading my book when I remembered gugu should be back from Hong Kong at around mid-night.

Looking at the time, just nice, 12:51am, so I sent her a welcome msg.

"Welcome back, gugu"

"Eating noodle now. Very hungry er."

So she arrived safe and sound and I wonder if she'd get anything for me. Not wanting to disturb her, I think I can just ask her the next day, so I went back to my reading. At 1:51am, she msg me again.

"Help gugu check the Imperial Hotel number, I left a jacket there, didn't bring back"

Wah kaoz........What make her think that I am not sleeping yet? And even if I am not sleeping, what make think that I will be on the net and able to access for her the hotel's number?

But anyway I was not sleeping yet and my PC is online almost 24 hours everyday.

"Number is (852) XXXX-XXXX"

I guess she must be calling the hotel cos there wasn't any reply until 5 minutes later.

"Told me to call back 15 minutes later, they said will be checking with the house keeping department."

Half an hour later, I was already falling asleep and decided to ask gugu about the jacket before I make my way to the bed.

"How?? Me sleeping soon le."

"They said don't have wor."

"Haha, I think the chambermaid kop it le lah"

Normally this kind of thing will happen when you leave something behind in the hotel room. I know as I work in a hotel before. Next time, I shall share some of the funny stories that happened when I was still working in this 5-star hotel in Singapore.

The next day.

"Good morning. I just woke up. Hahaha"

"It's good afternoon le lor......"

I think I wanna work in her company too. So many benefits. I want a sponsor trip to Hong Kong too or anyone want to sponsor me??

"Hahaha. I told Rina about the jacket, she also think kena kop le. And I tell you, you can't find it in Singapore le. And it's brand new leh. That person who kop it tang dio liao lor."

"Hahaha. I think it's because you never leave any tips for them on the table lah."

"Guo Errrrrrrrrrrrr!!! You know what?"

"What?"

"Rina just call me. The jackets with her! When she was packing her bag, she packed it into her bag as well. Hahaha. YEAHHHHHHHHHH"

"Hahaha. So Rina is the one who kop lah." Hahaha"

"Yeahhhhhhhhh. Anyway, I bought you your favorite."

Good, I was just about to ask her, if she bought anything for me anyway.

"Something for me? And it's my favorite? What is it?"

"Guess."

At the same time showing the guilty face. With this, I know it's not going to be some good stuff but I didn't think it's going to be this bad.

"Don't tell me it's bubble gum hor?"

"Er.....yes"

Awkward silence..............

"And?"

Awkward silence again.............

"Only bubble gum?!!"

"Kekeke...ya."

"NO more?!"

Damn......she only got me some gums but I suppose it's better than nothing. At least she didn't get me those "I Love Hong Kong" Keychain.

What a "good" friend I have here........ :(

Death, the second of The Endless, you are
responsible for ending all lives and taking
them to your realm, from which no one ever
returns. You are bright, positive, happy,
optimistic and enjoy everything about life, but
that does not mean your silly or stupid. You
can lay the smack down when you have to!
Everyone loves you, and they don't know why.

Which Endless are you?

Finally, Monday is over, meaning four more days to weekend. Although the blue from Monday is still with me but I am a degree happier. Just stocked up my Kilkenny last night, took a can while reading my book. I enjoy quiet time like that, reading a good book with some good coffee or nice cold beer.

The Rig that's here for repairs had left, finally I can rest for a little while. Have to get prepared for the next one coming in and work will be hectic again. There will be tuition today, the little gal's exam will be here soon. To think I am actually worried for her, damn, I am not even this worried when my own exam is near. Someone please remind me to buy sweets before I make my way to her house. Sweets are now my new weapon against her. Hahaha.

Was taking to Sis and she told me she's having late night these few days. Well, naturally I asked why and showed my concern because I am such a good younger brother. She told me it has to do with Xmas, her rascal. Xmas has been barking at "nothing" in the middle of night, especially fierce as if "someone" is there.

Sis said that there's once, Xmas went baring her teeth and goes "Grrrrrr...Grrrrrr.....Grrrrrrr" as if someone is approaching and mind that Xmas is sleeping beside my sis on the bed. Naturally, Sis don't dare to sleep at night.

This also happened to me and Milo before. Normally, my bed room is close when I am sleeping and Milo will be sleeping beside me on my bed. She's a good boster sometimes. Anyway, those few nights, Milo will be super on the ball and alert, as if she's protecting me from something. Milo will be staring at the closed bedroom door and barked at it from time to time. And one of the night, she suddenly jumped onto my stomach went "Grrrrrrr......Grrrrrrr......." Damn....was I scare man!!

I do believe dogs are able to sense something that we can't. It got me kinda scare back then. Anyway, that was so like few months back, so I believe it's okie le ba.

I think I did spend my weekend well or at least I didn't rot away at home. After working half day on Saturday, I brought my rascal, Milo, for her photo session at Mohammed Sultan.

At the studio, the photographer and I had a hard time coaxing Milo to stay put on the stage for the photo shoot. A good thing that the photographer is quite a patience guy or else I think he will throw the camera at Milo. Well, everything changed when this girl named Hui Cheng (I think she is the assistant or maybe one of the boss) step into the studio. Milo seem to listen to her more or at least Milo calm down a bit when she's in the room. Could it be maybe Milo misses my ex? She listens to my ex more rather than to me.............. :(

After the photo session, I made my way down to Robertson Walk with my friend where we had dinner at The Chambers while waiting for the match between Man City and Saints to start. I had a lamb rack while my friend, KH, had fish and chips. Of course, how can a dinner like this be complete if there is no beer to go with? So, we order 2 jugs of Tiger and needless to say, dinner was good and so was the match, although it ended in a nil-nil draw. All this while Milo was tied to my chair, getting all excited when one of the waiter tried to play with her.

To sidetrack a bit, I brought Milo for a walk along the river or should I say a big canal, behind Beach Bar, and some waitresses were like, "Oh, Chihuahua....so cute!!"
Hello, ladies.....Milo is a Jack Russell, she look like CHH meh? Anyway, I corrected them,
"No, she's a Jack Russell."
And they went, "Oh, Jack Russell? Kekeke sorry, so cute..." Duh......

This isn't the first time Milo was mistaken for some other breed. I think the worst would be this Walls Ice Cream girl who was selling ice cream door to door. That night, I was watching TV when this Walls Ice Cream girl knocked on my door,
"Hello, would you like to buy some ice cream? Only three dollars for two." Showing me her "act cute" face at the same time.
"Sorry, No." Well, I showed her my half fuck face.
"Oh please, I am left with the last two. If you buy it, I can knock off now. Just help me so that I can go back earlier." in her act innocence voice.
Although I know she's trying to bullshit me but I still choose believe her, anyway it's only 3 bucks. Just before I wanna say yes, Milo came running out from my room to see what's the commotion was about.
"Oh, your sausage dog so cute."
"What?!! Sausage dog??!!" I thought to myself.
"Sorry, she's a Jack Russell and No, I won't buy your ice cream. Bye."
"But...." Door was closed on her even before she could finish her sentence. Well, I do feel a bit sorry and guilty after that but.....what the heck!

Well, back to my weekend adventure, Sunday morning was, as usually, my soccer morning. This time, we played street soccer at this court near my house. Beside the street soccer court is a Inline Hockey court where every weekend, there will be a few Inline Hockey teams playing. And I must say the girls there are quite daring. They can just take off their top and change in the public, right in front of us, where there so many pairs of eyes looking at them. Yes...including mine. Well, of course, they are all wearing their sport bra or bikini bra but still it's quite a feast for us. Hahaha.

"Wah! Look at that. Girls changing leh." My friend was so excited.
"Wah!!!!" Okie okie, we were all excited.
"Well, look like we invested in the wrong sport har?" I said cheekily to my friends.
All of us laughed as we continued our game. Needless to say, my team won yet AGAIN. It's just so boring, we just keep winning and winning and winning.....okie you get my point. Teams who challenged us just ain't our match, it's just so boring, we keep scoring and winning.....hahaha...yeah I am a hao lian shitty head. :p

I made my way down to the national stadium to watch the Singapore Cup final between, Tampines Rovers and Dog...I mean Home United. It all end in a 1-1 draw after 90 minutes and the match went into extra time. There's no golden goal or sliver goal rule so both teams have to fight it out for full 30 minutes. I can tell you that the atmosphere between the fans were intense and given the two side were just sitting side by side in the gallery.

When Rovers went 2-1 up, all of us just burst out in cheers. "2-1 to Tampines, 2-1 to Tampines, 2-1 to Tampines, 2-1 to Tampines"
"Home U! Loser! Home U! Fuckers! Home U! Loser! Home U! Fucker!"
Well, in the end we were 3-1 and finally 4-1 up. Yawn......so boring. Tampines always win. HAHAHA.
"4-1 to the champion, 4-1 to the champion, 4-1 to the champion, 4-1 to the champion"
"Nanana Boo Boo, you cannot catch us!" All right, we were childish to come up with a cheer like that but hey, who's care.....everyone of us were chanting it.

I simply love the look on the fans of Home United. They couldn't believe that they lost and they lost in such a big score line. Well I only two words for all the Home United's fans out there...."SUCK IT!!!"

"We are Tampines~~~We are Tampines~~~We are Tampines~~~We are Tampines~~~"

I am 43% evil.

I could go either way. I have sinned quite a bit but I still have a bit of room for error. My life is a tug of war between good and evil.

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Name: Ryan
Bloodline: Toh
Age: 24+
Birth: 28 Sept 1980
Where: Singapore
Hometown: In the East, where the Pines are
Job: Buyer

Loves: Family, Baby, Liverpool, Soccer, Reading, Comics, Swimming, Music, Bon Jovi, Beyond, The O.C., Smallville, Charmed

Never Loves: Liars, Back Stabbers